I am fascinated by the blog of this man, on how he really
wanted to honor God with his relationship. So I am re-blogging his thoughts.God bless you brother! :)
At certain point of my life, I met a woman who help me to be better person. She is a woman of simplicity, discipline, righteousness and conviction. Grace is completely eminent into her life. Many acknowledges her beauty but what's transpires to me most is her soft loving fragile heart. She is a woman of faith, an agent of love and a source of hope to many. This woman inspire me to grow in my relationship with the Lord and be more closer to him than I ever was.
Then one day, I caught myself uttering words of hope through prayers that someday, she will be my princess. Each night I pray the kind of future we have, it is worth having if we're together. That the Lord is the center of our relationship and our story inspires more people to earnestly seeking him with all of their might and with all of their strength. She suddenly became the woman behind my #Dearfuturewife post.
I wanted to say how much I value her as a creation of the Lord and how much I feel for her but I can't find the guts to say it!
Until the day comes when the woman that I'd been praying for, the woman that I'd been dreaming of became committed to a relationship to another guy.
Am I sad?
Yes! Definitely I am but one thing is for sure..... I'm not broken inside!
I still keep intact the greatest relationship that I could ever have...the one that I have with Jesus!
I still feel that my heart was whole for it is handed by my God.
Yes! There are still things that I can do but I know that the plans of my Lord are perfect and nothing happens accidentally.
I believe that that the Lord teaches me how to be a man enough!
A man who is bold and defined in all of his decisions!
So the next time when the door for courtship to her opens...
Bro Zone, Friend Zone... I'm gonna be straightforward in laying my intention just to make it to a Relationship Zone!
"For the Spirit God gave us does not make us timid, but gives us power, love and self-discipline. 2 Tim 1:7"
I will not be entering into any kind relationship just to forget her or ease the sadness that I feel for a season.
"I'm certain deep within my heart that she is the one that the Lord has created for me!"
For now, I will continuously seek the Lord and focus on the things he wanted me to do in this season.
For now, I will court the Lord and lavished all my love to him.
In his time, I know he will give the key to her heart and I will pour all the love that I keep throughout the years!
To the woman that only God knows...
I still thank the Lord every time I remember you..
I will forever be...
- Your Vincent
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